On losing my anonymity
It’s been long… not that I didn’t have anything to say… I do. I do- all then time. But slowly a fear has crept in… of being known. My anonymity goes down the drain with just the url of my blog : poornimavijayan.blogspot.com
And suddenly I am read. By people I don’t know and by people I know. A paltry few… but nevertheless….
But then, haven’t I but shouted from rooftops all I do and when I do? Is there any part of me that is unknown to people who know me? No….
Then why this fear…?
Of losing my privacy I guess. My ‘personal space’ on the wide world of the internet. Of once again being heard… of once again being found interesting… of once again having to entertain… of once again running a race in the need not to disappoint…. Of having to disappoint...once again.
And suddenly I am read. By people I don’t know and by people I know. A paltry few… but nevertheless….
But then, haven’t I but shouted from rooftops all I do and when I do? Is there any part of me that is unknown to people who know me? No….
Then why this fear…?
Of losing my privacy I guess. My ‘personal space’ on the wide world of the internet. Of once again being heard… of once again being found interesting… of once again having to entertain… of once again running a race in the need not to disappoint…. Of having to disappoint...once again.
7 Comments:
Bingo! Guess we should have so many things in common. Just as I finished my post today, I saw your comment on my post yesterday and was wondering who this is. I come to your page and find your latest post's subject same as that of mine. Strange!
Just realized- I was 5 minutes ahead of you Mister. Zygote! ;o)
People bitch about losing their anonymity and then get insulted when someone doesn't recognize them from whatever success they've had.
Anonymous bosch: I am decided here. This was last year. Now am in the -i-really-couldn't-care-less mode.
I recently started logging but its not public yet...just coz i feel the same! i love hiding...and not being judged!
Sparsh: You'll move on to i-dont-care mode soon! :)
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